My Knee Hurts...And Bitches From The Past.

It's like an aching arthritis pain in my left knee... I'm getting old. It’s done this before. I can’t remember when it started or why outside of me being old. Normally it last for a day or two then fades away…

Oh!! Check this shit out!! My ex-girlfriend from college sent me a friend request on Facebook! That fucking bitch created on me when we were dating and now after all this time she wants to put me on her ‘buddy list’! I’m insulted by the notion of it. It’s been 10 years and I haven't given her any thought in a long time. Mainly because I’ve had other bitched in my life that have taken the top space on the list of ‘The Most Hated’ since then. I believe that’s one of the keys of life is to keep having ‘fresh’ ex-es.

More later… maybe.

Working It In '09

Well two weeks into the new year and I'm still doing the same old shit. I'm working on it but it's slow and hard work with little results. One of my biggest goals is to lose this fucking beer belly gut of mine! Come next payday on the 23rd I'm going to order that exercise program P90X, it looks pretty good and I need something to keep me working out that has some results. They say money guarantee if I don't like it within 30 days and the promise good result in 30 days as well, so I can really lose, much.

I'm still working on bad habits that have kept me of succeeding with Primerica. I still have to past the Life Insurance exam and I fuckin hate studying for it and will find any excuse not to do it. I totally believe in Primerica, I just don't believe in myself which is the main problem for everything in my life. I screwed up and didn't set the exam date that I wanted, partly because of lack of funds at the time, but mostly because I didn't prepare ahead. I will do better, I just have to keep working on it. Writing this blog help me get out all the poop that's in my head and allows me to work on positive thinking (by writing it).

I'm working on a better me. My future will be much greater than my past. When I get my body in shape I will have the energy to do the things I need to all the time. I won't feel like a bloated loser but instead I will be a strong person in body and in mind.

I've been keeping a daily log for Primerica which has personal thing in it as well. I haven't been on it as much as I should but I've kept with it. As soon as I'm done here I'm going to go work on it. The log helps me with daily goals and is a good way to stay on things.

I will make more entries in my blog as it is a good way to see my thoughts and work them out.


Later